Hello!

New Page and Resolution

2012-01-07T04:40:00.000-08:00

Yes!

2012 has come!

I am not that excited actually,

Coz i will be sitting SPM this year.

Yes, SPM!

Last year was a fun year,

although i did bad for my tests,

But last year brought many memories.

I got to sit beside one of my best buddies,

and those days with her,

always the awesome-st!

I forgot some of my problems

and i got to know her in detail.

we hung out a lot in school

But barely talk when online-ing.

I got to know more bout some of my friends,

which are now, closest friends.

I did good in sport and i improved in many things.

i was only slacked on academics.

i do understood those topics but,

the moment i have to apply it when exam,

i got blur and confused.

Lack of exercise i could say.

Basically, my 2011 year, was good,

despite the lack in academics.

2012,

Now, i am in the same class with most of my old classmates

when in form 2.

My class used to be my form 2 class and i get the same

position as i was in form 2.

Aish, Form 2 luck.

ahahaha,

My aim this year is obviously to score straight As in SPM,

and to improve my golf skill and!

Get my motor and driving license!!

Yes!!

Okay, that's all i think,

Ta-Ta-Ti-Ti-Tu-Tu. Bye XD

Ever Wonder?

2011-11-15T22:11:00.000-08:00

Back when i was a little kid,

I love to wear that pink dress

Ahahahah,

It includes hat...

But i have no idea where's the hat right now..

Hmm,

By the way,

Yeah,

I never had the idea that i love to wear this dress,

My mom was the one who that told me that i love to wear this dress.

Hmm...

Where's the hat?

Ilah's Birthday

2011-11-15T21:52:00.000-08:00

So,

Today is Nabilah's Birthday!

Weeeee~Lol,

Why am i the one who is the most happy?

ahahahahhaha,

Okay, so like my parents' aren't here,

But, my mother did buy her present,

Once i woke up,

I cleaned up myself and went to my parents's room,

I took the present that i hid on behalf of my mom

and give it to Nabilah..

Weeee~

ahaaha,

She was happy to see the present and i feel delighted.

I wonder if she feels sad,

since my parents' aren't here to celebrate with her.

She is strong though, She is not an easy person that shows her

true feeling.

I wonder and wonder.

Then, my parents' texted her their wish and she was so happy.

Unfortunately,

Raziq, my brother, texted late.

She went to school already when Raziq texted her his wish.

Then he called me and ask, whether Nabilah had read the message or not.

i told her, that she went to school already,

So yeah...But the funny part was,

When i answered his call,

He was greeting me with a childish greeting while calling my name.

I replied the same but then, he said "Okay, thats enough, Its kind a annoying."

Ahahahahhaha.

Its good that Nabilah also received many kind of presents from her friends,

Such as purple bracelet.

Purple bracelet???????

What the hell? Purple is MY favorite color! Aish..

Skkj 1 Prize Giving Day

2011-11-15T03:25:00.000-08:00

Yeah, so on the 15th nsov,

Skkj 1, (my old school and now, my sister's school)

was having an annual event,

which is Prize giving Day!

Ahhhaha, so both of my sisters did great in their exam,

especially, Nabilah,

she was awarded with the best student

with highest mark in 'Penulisan'

and also, she got number two in her class.

While Dhaniyah, she got the best score

in 'Bahasa Arab' paper.

And plus, Nabilah was performing her dance,

which she got 1st place when Modern Dance Competition at her school.

WITH her team members. Iqffa and Aida were there also, so it was not boring at all!

Yeah, i met few people from my batch, but i was so speechless and mindless,

i dont know how to react towards them. Sorry.

Laziness

2011-11-13T08:05:00.000-08:00

Yo!

P/S- Few people told me that i look like Najwa Latiff,and they even nicknamed me 'Shiro Latiff",

but seriously, Shiro Hider is much better and

i dont know Najwa Latiff that well. XD

*The girl in that pic is Najwa Latiff*

So basically, I was a good student.I never skipped school and always got 100 percentsfull attendance.

But since form 4,

Suddenly!Im getting lazier,i skipped school when i think there's nothing,And i even skipped when i felt lazy.

Oh My God!I should stop doing that.

So, when i was standard 1 till 6.It was hard for me to skip school,cause i thought that,

One day you missed, you will miss 100 things.And continued till form 2,What happened in form 3?

Oh, i got sick a lot. There's one week,i have to go to Restroom for three times.

I always felt dizzy and weak that time.Maybe i was too active.So, now, my form 4 life is going to end in two months,approximately,My grades weren't good,and i failed my addmath twice.

My science subjects?i didnt score well, and i dont know,how am i going to explain to my mom.

I studied last minute and i dont think it works on me.So, my wishes right now,

-Is to study hard in the holiday

-To make sure my form 4 skills are good before entering form 5

-To lose weight.

ahahahahaha, the last one, sounds silly but seriously, i need to jog.

There was this moment,when i enjoyed jogging so much,and then, my therapist told me not to jog,

Have to rest for a few months.ASDFGHJKL.Now, i have to jog!!

I am not used to stay up so late just to study,So i did it on my final exam month,

I ended up sleeping and feeling bloody tired the whole month.

Okay, now, i always sleep around 4 and wake up around 12,Why?

Because i'll watch few movies or funny shows before,i go to bed.

Should stop doing this unhealthy lifestyle,

Because i still believe that i have to sleep early.

I should never get used to this kind of lifestyle.

Yes, should stop.

Night!

My beloved parents.

2011-11-12T10:04:00.000-08:00

Here is my dad! i Love you dad, You are the hero of my life and even sometimes, i said i hate you, but those are just words that meant nothing. The truth is, i love you and always love you, cause you know how to control me, you always make me laugh and you always know when there's something wrong with me. I love You!!!

I still remember when you took me to the driving range after i fought with mom, and you soft talked with me, you comforted me with your words and told me that not all those things that we want can be reached. Sometimes i will get annoyed with you and you get annoyed with me and i said that i hate you, but you never ever take that seriously. I think as a daughter, i have to understand you more so that i dont get annoyed with you. Hehehehhe..
This is my mom. I still remember, when i was still young, around primary school years, i never really enjoy my moments with her. Cause my mom was so strict that time and she seems to ignore me. i also envied my brother cause he knows how to have a talk with my mom and even make her laugh. i still could not do that now. Useless. No matter what, i still love her and the thought of losing her, makes me cried. i always fought with her, in the kitchen and even in the car. Cause i always think that she does not knows and understands me. Maybe, i didnt give her the chance to understand me. Maybe. But sometimes, i love those moments i spent with her, shopping and discussing problems. My mom is my idol in overcoming problems. I always discussed my problems with her, and she always give me answers like 'just ignore them,just move on with your life and be yourself", 'Let them be, why do you have to worry so much?','They have their own life, so just mind your own business.' and so one. All the disappointed one, but when i give it a think, all of it make sense. She's teaching me how to be strong and to mind my own business cause this is my life. But, in order of it, we must not be selfish also. Love you mum!

i miss my parents~

So so so so bad~

Whenever my mom and i texted each other,

I didnt even tell her that i miss her or i love her,

i texted her only those important things such as

school, and my sister stuff that i have to take care of,

I dont know why,

But the idea of it makes me embarrass,

eheheh, i am such a no good daughter~

p/s-Can't wait for my parents to get home,21 days more!!

Sarcastic

2011-11-12T09:37:00.000-08:00

So, i feel bad right now,

For being so sarcasticwith some people,

They may think that i enjoy it that much,

But to be frank,

No!

Ergh, sometimes,

I do all those sarcastic stuff when i feel annoyed.

Like for example,

I know what is going on now,

And i just dont understand,

Why, why does this person has to be such a

BACKSTABBER?

Yes, i know, that she also annoyed,

But it is not necessary for her to be such a BACKSTABBER!

I pity the victim.

Okay, fine, i could say that im being such a busy body,

But, i just couldnt watch that person hurts more people,

She hurt me once,

And yes, i did feel hurt,

But hey, people make mistake and we have to forgive each other.

It's actually not one particular person,

It is more, but i do not know,

what to do, cause i think,

All i should do, is just ignore all those things.

I do not want to get involve in this drama of life,

But, as much as i run away from it,

I just couldnt get further away from it.

I may not know lots of things,

But from what i know,

Showed me that this things are none of my business,

And if i get involved,

I'm going to get in trouble.

All those innocent faces, angelic faces,

Are really hard to determine which

are Poker faces.

Right now, I am listening to Avril's song which is

'Everybody's hurt'

And damn it, I still have no idea how to put music at this precious blog.

Aish, i should stop now,

Cause my hands are cold and i need to sleep.

Yes, sleep.

P/S- im begging for whoever it is, please change for a better life. Are you happy living your life like what you are in now?

Short story

2011-10-21T22:24:00.001-07:00

Times out

'Today is the day!' I've been saying it for hundredths of time. I prepared myself and ran downstairs, grabbed my car key and starts the engine. I walked back into the house and called out for my sister.
She came down and sighed. "Why are you in a rush?"
She shook her head and continued, "He's going to be here in another half an-hour."
I smiled. "I have to be there and get ready! You know I'd ....."
Then She cut. "Yes, I know, I know it's important to you." she said,annoyed. She went and grabbed a slice
of bread.
She walked towards the door, and stopped in front of me, "trust me, he would feel the same." she assured me.
I smiled and we both got into the car.
"Text mom that we left the key under the doormat." I ordered her.
I drove silently while my minds lingered.
'would he feel the same?' 'what if he wasn't?' 'what would I do, if it was just me?', those questions kept on lingering in my mind and can't be swept away.
While driving, I saw a black figure crossed in front of me, and I quickly pushed the brake. My car spin and hit the opposite car and continued to spin until the darkness covered me. I opened my eyes and I see trees, then I heard my sister's voice,calling out for me. I got up and saw, my car, badly wrecked and the other car, a White 4-wheel car, badly wrecked at the driver side.
I looked for my sister and she was no where.
"Liz,where are you?" I called out but she didn't answer. I followed her cried and I found her crying. Her back was on me and I can't see, on what she was crying. I came near her and I just can't believe my eyes.
The person who was lying there is exactly the same as me. Her face, her hair, her clothes, EVERYTHING!
I gasped. "No! It can't be me! No way!" I told myself.
"Liz, that's not me, i'm here, please look at me." I plead.
I wanted to grab Liz's hand but I just caught the air. I tried to grab her hand some more but the same thing kept happen over and over again.
"Why? What is wrong with me? Why?" I asked myself.
Then I heard people rushing towards us and everyone seem to hit me but no, I just went THROUGH them.
I shrieked. I cried and I cried. Only one word that can define what is happening. Dead. I am dead. This is my soul, my body and my soul are two different parts now.
"Hey, there's another one here. I think it's the White car's driver." someone shouted.
I turned to look at the person who shouted just now. He's around his thirty and he was standing near the White-car.
I turned to look at the crowd behind me and I saw some of the crowd had hurried off to the White car. Only few people were there while helping my sister, whom was crying hard.
I got up and I sat beside her. I wanted to hug her but the same thing happened, I just caught the air.
I cried along and how I wished this was all just a dream. I looked up and the sky was dark, showing that it's going to rain any moment.
"Lydia." someone called me.
I turned to the voice and gasped.
John, he was standing just a few metres away and he was looking straight at me.
I got up to get him. "John?" I asked for reassurance.
He nodded. He looked at the side and I followed his gaze.
People there were busy lifting the driver's up and I could see the driver's hair. Light brown hair. I looked at John, the colour of that person's hair is just the same as John's.
I walked towards the body that had been half covered by a blanket. As I walked closer, I could see the light brown's hair face. I kneeled down once I saw the face. I cried.
I turned to see John but he was no where to be found. Suddenly, he was opposite of me. Kneeling down, cried. I watched him cried over his dead body. I went beside him and calmed him down.
"I...loved her so much that I can't wait to see her. I missed her. I took the early plane and asked my parents to send me a car at the airport, but now, it was all useless." he said, gasping.
It was like a stab at my heart and the cut is deep. Very deep. To hear he said that. My heart broke into pieces and I cried.
My best friend, my own best friend doesn't love me and he had spitted all his heart out in front of me.
He turned and was confused to see me crying.
"Why are you crying?" he asked.
"Obviously I cried you dumb, it's a sad story for you." I said, patting his shoulder.
"I know. Lydia, are we truly dead now?"
I looked around, watching the people around helping to carry my body onto the stretcher.
"I think so."
"Oh God, please let me see her even if it just for a while. Let me tell her how deep my love was towards her and I am so sorry for hurting her before I went to Ireland." he prayed.
I cried, because I didn't realise about that. I felt betrayed.
"Who's that girl? And why in the hell i don't even know about this? I'm your best friend and I don't know about this? Why?!" I scolded him, unsatisfied.
"I'm so sorry about it Lydia, I would tell you but she doesn't want you to know." he explained.
"who the hell is that girl?" I asked, anxious.
Then I heard my sister moaned loudly. We turned and saw her crying over John's dead body. "John,don't leave me, please, don't leave me. I love you and I am sorry for lying to you about that. John! I'm stupid for being such a hypocrite!" she said.
I gasped. " is that her?" I asked.
John nodded. "so you're telling me that she's the one? My sister is the girl you had wanted to see badly?" I said.
He nodded and cried.
I cried as my heart broke into pieces and shattered on the ground. "how could you?" I said. I cried as I was too disappointed on it.
"I am so sorry Lydia, so sorry. That is the only thing I could say to you, I know you are so damn mad right now, but I am truly sorry." he begged.
I closed my eyes, tears can't stop streaming down my cheek and I felt stupid and even betrayed.
I am truly hurt and how i hate my sister now, for hiding this from me. And for being such a hypocrite, supported me all this time to express my feeling towards the guy that she loves!
"Don't blame her Lydia" John said suddenly, like he can read my mind.
"All she did was to make sure not to hurt you. She said, she doesn't want to hurt you by telling about us but I don't truly understand why." John confessed.
My heart shattered, I felt even stupid and I hate myself for hating Liz just now. All she did was to make me happy, to avoid me from getting hurt. I cried even more.
"she did that because I love you." I looked at John.
He was totally shocked that his mouth was opened wide.
"she knows I like you and that's why she told you that."
John look at me disbelieve.
"Hey, I just got a call, they can only carry one person at a time because of the other ambulances are out." shouted a person.
We looked at each other and I quickly look at my sister. She was shocked.
"no! You have to bring both!" she yelled.
"we're sorry miss, but we can't, we are truly sorry. Your sister's condition is the worst right now compared to your boyfriend, but we might lose him if we save your sister first, and the chance of your sister to survive is low, due to the injury at her head. For the guy, his loosing much blood and need to be treated straight away, so it's up to you miss." a young nurse told her.
"but, they are both important to me!"
I looked at my body, my head was truly injured, it does look bad, and the chance for me to survive is truly low.
"leave me and take John!" I said
"Lydia!" John shouted.
I looked at John and hold his hands.
" I don't want Liz to lose you and it's my turn to sacrifice. She sacrificed enough. please, look at my condition, I am dying, and the chance for me to survive is hopeless." I said
"But,..."
" John, please, let me do something for you guys. Both of you suffered much because of me, please." I begged.
"Lydia, she will even hurt when she loses you." John explained
"I know and I want you to help her to move on. I'm begging you, please." I demanded.
" but it's not our choice, it's her choice." John said pointing it out.
I looked at Liz. I have to tell her, have to. There has to be some way.
I looked at the sky, it's going to rain soon. I prayed to God, to give me one last chance to see Liz, I prayed so hard that I cried. I opened my eyes and I looked at Liz, who was crying heavily in front of me.
"Liz.."
She looked up and wide eyed. She stood up and walked towards me.
I looked at John. He nodded. His mouth whispered, "it's a miracle",
I nodded.
"Sis, is that you?" she asked while keep on glancing at my body behind her.
I nodded.
She took my hand and I can feel her cold hands.
"Sis, I thought you were dead. I can't believe this, we are in a dream right?" She asked.
"Liz, listen to me, this would be the last time for us together." I said
"why did you say that?! I'm going to save you, we're going to see each other again, play piano and violin together!" she cries
"Liz, I would love to do that again, but right now, it's between me and John, and I want you to save him, please."
"But..."
"Liz, my time is short, do as I say, he will make you happy for your entire life, I know, you love him but you put that aside because of me, and now, I want you both to be happy, please, let me do the sacrifice this time, both of you did lots of sacrificing just because of me and I'm begging you, let me do it this time."
"But Lydia, you're my sister, I don't want to lose you"
"Liz, I will always there in your heart, just remember me okay, I will always be watching you."
She cried and hugged me.
"Tell mom and dad that this is my choice and I love them both." I let her go and wiped her tears. I smile at her and took few steps backward. from the look of her eyes, I am disappearing from her vision.
I looked at John and nodded.
"you are the best friend in the world and I am lucky to have you as my best friend."
I smiled and went to it by my body and cried.
"Sir, please take the guy."Liz said, sobbing.
"Miss, please take your seat inside" the nurse pointed at the seat inside the van.
"No, I want to sit here with my sister, while waiting for my parents. I'll come by later." she said, looking at my body. I looked at John and he starts to disappear, he smiled at me and whispered 'thanks'. I know, he will come back for Liz, he will.
It started to rain as the ambulance went away. I watched Liz cried under the rain while whispering how she loved me and I cried even more. That was the last time I see her before I disappeared from the world.

THE END

Wah!

2011-09-17T05:22:00.001-07:00

This cute cat,
Is so bloody FAT!
Ahaha,
And he is so sombong!!
Ger..

Atique's open house

2011-09-10T20:49:00.001-07:00

Meet these cute+funny+pretty people!Azizatul Lyana! =Very good at cooking, and funny!!
Nur Fatini = Pic alert! ahaha, she's smart and pretty~
Nursyazwana Izzati- yup, the most talented person and i love her!<3 U XD
Atiqah Ramzan- Dont know her, ahahah, jk, she's funny and sometimes, mystery and annoying, lol, jk, luv U! <3
And there's Syafeeqah, Hanan, Me, Hanisa and Fatini~ we all had fun that day!

Should have posted this story long time ago,

But nevermind,

I'll just post few happy pictures form Atique's Open House~

Hurts

2011-09-10T20:23:00.000-07:00

People may think, that i am not the alert type,

But i could say, because of me being so sensitive,

i am more alert on what they think i dont,

No one is there when i need them,

i am truly tired on being the only one who cares,

i am tired on hearing various of quotes saying how great

on having a family and friends beside you.

Truly tired.

i am tired on being the only one who thinks A

but on the other side,

opposite of A,

i am tired of thinking that i have everyone on my side,

but actually they are not,

i am tired of trusting people,

there is no one i can trust for now,

how i want to shout and say

"why is everybody doesnt care about me?!"

"why am i the only one that cares about them?!"

either in school or house,

its all the same, same, same, and same,

i wanted to tell all of them the truth

but scared on losing them,

i am just tired on being the only one who plays the games,

good at being advice to people but

hopeless on overcoming my own problems,

the world see me as a weak person,

People see me like im a strong person

but dont they know, that i am not strong inside?

i keep on saying "its okay." but actually, im not.

i am scared on hurting people's feeling,

until i let my own self hurts,

yes, i am being stupid

but is it wrong?

to sacrifice yourself for people's happiness?

i would do anything for the people i love,

but like i said,

one sided feeling, truly hurts,

the cut is still bleeding even though it had been years,

i really bad at this kind of problem,

really bad...

i dont want people to have sympathy on me,

but maybe i do look pathetic.

LOnEr and CArE

2011-08-23T06:23:00.000-07:00

so painful,

when im trying to share my problems,

no one care to hear,

no one is there to tell me

"its gonna be alriGHT"

no one...(except these 3 special people)

i am needed when they need me

i want to tell them,

how i care about them

and how sorry am i

for being so mean

and selfish....

no time for me..

when they talk

its a common thing for me to ask

"what?what?"

have to stop being so busy body now...

same old story~

need me when need me

i am a paranoid type,

sensitive...

but what can i do?

i couldn't throw that away...

lots of time,

being so optimistic and doesn't care what had happened,

but yeah,

obviously im lying if i said,

im okay and im fine..

i know, i cannot just think about my feeling,

have to care for others',

the last thing i would do is to hurt their feeling

i dont want them to get hurt by my action

people make mistake

and i am not an exception..

i love my 3 best buddies that are always there for me

they always tell me the reason for all the consequences

that i faced. i love them 3..

first, she taught me how to be myself.

second, she taught me to be tough and responsible

and to pursue my interest

third, she taught me not to give up easily

these 3 people are VVIP to me

and i hope we will always there

forever.

Erk~

2011-07-29T07:51:00.000-07:00

i went to see doctor to ask him about my foot,

see, there's something at my foot that worry me,

i realized about it when holiday,

in Cameron highland~

the thing that worry me is the small round shape that

appear near to my ankle...

yeah, then he said, i have to do MRI,

for a while, to ease the pain,

he gave me ACUSTOP

like LOTS of it~

there's 6 of it in one packet,

he gave me 10 packets~

-_-'

FUN 8]

2011-07-29T07:47:00.000-07:00

Fun with all of them!

Friend Forever~

Muah!

Love you guys so much!

FOOD~

2011-07-29T07:42:00.001-07:00

23rd,spaghetti bolognese

On 24th, mac chicken cheese~

that boy there,

is Ziqri~

he said, the mac cheese was nice~

hihihihih

Dance Comp.

2011-07-29T07:29:00.000-07:00

thash in action!
Tique on the move!*shock with her moves*
yeah! The modern dance group!

Aida,nadhi,Thash,Tique,Me,and Li Syuen~
eheheheheheheh,sync~
yup, thats me...Lol

So many to write lah~

Freesbie~

2011-07-29T07:07:00.000-07:00

We didnt even plan to win!

But we WON!

i love 4 Science Cekap~

First, we were againts 4SA,

we won, and the fight was okay,

then, with 4SF,

Oh My God,

the fight was so urgh!

The captain some more,

she should have not shout at her team mates!

pity them!

she did a simple mistake and she got angry,

haish...

then, we won~

In the final, we againts 4KB,

and we Won!

they said i thought we would never make it,

but we MADE it!

fuh~

i am proud of myself,

i think im good in this game,

kind a happy, cause i played as a playmaker with amira,

Amira!

Her finger was fractured but she played!

she has the spirit and same goes to Iqffa!

Both of them were injured,

but they still want to play~

haish...

But the best moment was

when we scored, the cheer was so loud

like in the stadium where you watch football

(a bit like that lah)

i was so 'terharu'

i am proud of 4SC!

i love you guys forever~

Eco Band

2011-07-29T06:53:00.000-07:00

we didnt prepare so much~

at first i dont want to join

but then,

it changed.

it was when chem, we have nothing to do,

so i went hang out with amira, iqffa, aida, and elsa,

they were composing lyric for eco band music,

i helped a little

and i suddenly was pulled to join,

not them who pulled me,

but the lyric~

amira has a really nice voice!

aida and elsa were so CREATIVE!

iqffa and me laughed a lot.

Had so much Fun!

it was on Friday when the lyric was done

and the competition was on monday,

so we dont get to practice a lot,

the only time we practiced were on friday(stayback a little)

and monday, during recess,

i bullied Atique, thats the best part,

i like to bully her, but,

never ever dare to hurt her.

we all practiced and there were

seven of us~

nadhi,aida,iqffa,thash,amira,tique and me

we kind a screwed up at the last part but it was fun though,

hihihihihihihi,

here comes the lyric;

Do you know what’s worth fighting for?
Our earth is worth dying for
Do you see what is happening?
Do you feel yourself suffocating?

Do you see the world is suffering?
Or do you choose to look away ?
Did it break your heart inside ?
We’re in ruins.

Earth , this is our earth
Join us in hand
Take care of it
Earth , this is our earth
It is in pain
It needs our help
You and I

When you’re at the end of the road ,
Do you dare to face what you did?
When your acts have taken their toll,
And your hands break the future of your child.

Their fate walks on broken glass,
And the consequence doesn’t pass,
Nothing’s ever built to last ,
We’re in ruins.

Earth , this is our earth
Join us in hand
Take care of it
Earth , this is our earth
It is in pain
It needs our help
You and I

Do you see what the future holds?
When you purposely close your eyes
Would you stand on the side as we watch it
Burning down and being destroyed by humans
Don’t you care ?!
Drum solo *

Earth , this is our earth
Join us in hand
Take care of it
Earth , this is our earth
It is in pain
It needs our help
You and I
Original song : 21 Guns

Cousin~

2011-07-23T22:36:00.000-07:00

OMG! Love this one the most!
Hehehe, bully victim...
"What?"
This one also! <3

Meet Haqeem,

my adorable, cutest and naughtiest cousin!

The End Of the World?

2011-07-23T19:48:00.000-07:00

People had been fussing about this one common stories right now;

The End of The World which they think going to happen on

21-12-2012.

Will it truly happen?

Many people believe,

it is going to happen?

Oh God!

Seriously, i dont believe this.

Why do we need to think about this?

Why suddenly?

They said we should repent,

but from what i see right now,

crime rate isnt decreasing.

so whats the point?

Just my opinion~

Dont think too much about this "the end of the world"

just enjoy your life to the max

and appreciate all things around you.

AHAH

2011-07-23T10:02:00.000-07:00

just went through my older post!

so funny

when i posted in BM

it sounds so

er,

rempit?

no, not rempit but

kasar,rough?

hmm...

Help needed!

2011-07-23T09:33:00.000-07:00

How to put song in my blog?

haish...

i searched and searched

and i found things that are confusing!

Oh Someone teach me please!

Sweet Memory!

2011-07-23T08:58:00.000-07:00

Thank you!

Topaz Yellow!

Eventhough 2nd,

i am still proud of you!

despite all those push ups and all..

love you guys..

thanks to those who help me in this and especially, Adina, my asst., that always there for me! Love all of you! congratulation to all those topaz yellow who won and especially, my besty, Izzy! Congrats dude for the olahragawati! Proud of you! i love you Topaz Yellow!

Moments!

2011-07-23T03:04:00.000-07:00

Miss the moment where,

the 3 of us always play football

together

attend football together~

Really miss those moments!

Besties!

2011-07-23T02:59:00.000-07:00

HAVING SO MUCH FUN WITH BOTH OF THEM!!!

Tique, and Izzy,

love you both!

Fun!

2011-07-23T02:43:00.000-07:00

for Sivik,

we all have to dance

the theme; 1 Malaysia!

yeah, i joined modern dance..

we did solo part then

together.

me, tique, aida, nadhi, li syuen, thash!

so fun together!

my solo part is the first one...

wish us LUCK!

we took it from the beast-soom comeback

Mine-Tique-Li Syuen-Thash-Nadhi-Aida~hihih

B.Melayu

2011-07-23T02:33:00.000-07:00

It was so funny!

suddenly, my beautiful and funny

Bahasa Melayu teacher

(pic up there),

declared,

"no English word in class!"

we were all like

NO!!!

many funny thing happen!

First,

Melissa,she used to be so noisy,

but once our teacher set the rule,

she became so quiet.

anyone who speaks english,

10 cents per word.

Pravetha also was so funny!

she busted her friend but

then she also got caught!

she was busting someone i forgot

then she said,

"cikgu, dia cakap english!"

ahaha, she also got caught!

i was fined, RM 1.30!

because of the word 'I'

haish...

i can just keep quiet about it,

but unfortunately,

my teacher warned us,

"siapa tak jujur, saya tak redha."

damn!

so yeah...

lots of us were being fined and

it was a CHAOS!

Cameron Highland!

2011-07-23T01:53:00.001-07:00

Kind a boring there

for a person like me,

but,

yeah, family vacation,

i do enjoy it though.

Larian Satu Malaysia

2011-07-23T01:30:00.000-07:00

Pictures on Larian Satu Malaysia.!

So much fun and all of them are my friends.

Eventhough it was sunny and hot!

we still can laugh..

p/s

Aida also there, but she wasnt in the pic because

she was the camera girl!

hehe,thanks aida!

Future...

2011-07-23T00:50:00.000-07:00

Like what the hell?

suddenly my mom and i

were having conversation about marriage

like ???

one thing,

my mom's reminder..

"get married before 25!"

aigo!

how???

im 16 and she told me this..

theres like 9 more years...

nonononononononononono!!!

for the FIRST time!

i helped my mom cook and

we werent having any fight!

yeah!

the spaghetti was so so so so NICE!

tomorrow, mac chic cheese

next week, lasagna..

uhuh, i can get FAt!

So...Long Time...

2011-07-23T00:28:00.000-07:00

Its almost a year since i last posted..

now, im 16 years old..

my birthday was last week

and i am officially 16..

so eager to take my motor license..

i dont understand,

why my life lately

become so hard!

everything turns out painful and

annoying...

but in the same time

im having fun

despite facing all the problems all the time.

i join dance, theater, and eco band.

Those activities make me feel happy and

all those problems,

arent there when im doing all those stuff,

but once i got home,

i feel so stressed,

tension, fed up and more.

right now, i dont live with my parents

due to my house which is renovating now..

my parents live in subang

and my grandma and i live with my uncle's family..

i dont really enjoy staying there,

but thats the only option now..

i dont hate my life

but sometimes,

i got annoyed with it

having my friends around make me forget

ALL the problems!

school?

even though the sound of it make me groan

but when your friends are around,

you dont really care.

how i wish,

i can have anything i want!

haish...

yesterday

2010-05-28T18:48:00.000-07:00

it was fun!
Izzy came to my hse,
We went to Super rubber,
Then decided to go fetch tique,
We went to her house and waited for her to get ready..
It started to rain rigt after we got out from atique's house,
Rain with thunder,
We ran so many time n izz ran the most,
We went to kelana mall,
To search for pak omar restaurant coz i wanted to show izz char kuey tiaow,
After we ran there,ran here,
I got stressed coz we cant find that restaurant(pity izz,n it made me felt guilty),
So we decided to go giant straight away,
I asked atique if we should buy an umbrella,
So wE Went to 99 speedmart(i gues),
Instead of buying umbrella,
We just bought towels for each of us,
We ran under the rain until we are frezing cold in the giant,
It was so cold!
We bought bubble tea,
Then we went eat at quali.
I went to this penang court n i ordered char kuey tiaow for izz,
It made me really pissed off coz its not char kuey tiaow,
Its the fried kuey tiaow,
Izz had wasted anther 5 bucks,
After we bought everything we want,
We walked home,
Tique's brother fetch her when we were in front balai polis kelana jaya,
And they went merempit,
Actly tique's brother's licence is just L,
Ish,ish,ish..
We went to super rubber again to buy the sock n went home,
It was a really fun adventure today...
Huh,i love my frens..

Love and Hate

2010-05-27T22:31:00.000-07:00

i love football..
i love softball..
i love handball..
i love (rejam lembing)..
i love sports..
i hate fitness..
i hate madness..
i hate frustrated..
i love my life..
i hate my life..
i love my frens..
i hate my enemies..
i love what im saying..
coz i hate smething..

Oh nO!

2010-05-27T22:26:00.000-07:00

arvinaah, my left defender is getin good..
evryone is getin good..
useless shiro..
huhuhuh...
why?!!
lazy?
no talent?
huhuhu...
evryone is good..
i felt like useless..
not a good one..
haiyo..
jealousy and intimidation took control..
*PANG*
stop it..
dont be jealous..
omg evryone are good..
maybe its not the time yet to show my skill
*hehehe*

long time

2010-05-27T21:02:00.000-07:00

fuh..long time no post..
heheheh...
busy with hmeworks...
oh...
act. i have a lot of things to post but
lazy...
ok...
theres ths one girl,
she is os damn annoying..
she used to b my best buddy
but then
she's act. is a backstabber...
when i did somethg wrong twrd her..
shell go n tell everyone else hw bad am i...
stupid...
when i asked her,
what did i do that made her do that..
she denied..
hello,stupid, im not stupid okay..
silly, stupid, idiot girl..
u think ur so good?
not just me,
her own bestfriends also said the same thng..
when she met a new fren,
the old frens are left behind..
hish...

gosh...

2010-04-03T20:11:00.000-07:00

acara padang is getin nearer,
i mean,
its tomorw!!!
huh,
gud luck to izzy and all yellow hse..
we all cn do it..
gugugugggu...
im scared..
elyna beat me..
in lempar bt yeah,
although she intimidate me,
bt it made me to work more harder..
thx elynna
hahaha
blue hse,i mean jannatul,
ill beat u ths time,
wait 4 it..
hahahaha
im nt gonna lose to u again..
never!
hahahaha...
omg,
i am so damn happy yesterday..
coz,
we went to amcorp and i gt to go to bookxcess!!!!
hahaha
n then,
my non went to digital mall and bought
DSLR 50000!!!!
omg..
i am so happy..
i got the olumpus digital camera!!
hahahaha
i am so happy..
hahahaha
but i have damn lot of homeworks!!!!
urgh...

Amazing Race

2010-02-04T21:52:00.000-08:00

yesterday, feb 4,
theres an amzing race in our school.
me,aisyah,eishatur, azmina, tine, and sarah joined.
we all like so excited, especially aisyah.
for an example,
we change our cheer a lot of times.
and the best part is,
the last minute cheer was so GEMPAK!
first task was, we have
to make the longest line that we can by
using anything we have.
we all used, shoelaces, shoe,socks, even i
took out my outer shirt.
and tudung,cekak watches and many more.
the second task was,
we have to run two rouds in the padang and after
that, take sweet inside the flour by using
our mouth.
oh,me and tinie step on the disgusting water ever!
the third task was
we have to built a tower, using papers,
but make sure its kukuh
so, we make as tall as we can but then,
i bend it to look like Mc Donald but then
the other side fell.
so it look like number one.
then i said
"One malaysia spirit"
the fourth task was,
we have to wash the dishes in the canteen,
within 5 minutes.
yup,
we did it within 3 minutes and more(below 4)
then,
we went to the guard house,
and know what?!
the mak cik guard is the one yg judge us!
omg!
ok the challenge is we have to sing
selangor and schhol song.
while we were singing,
we faced the judges(the mak cik guard, the interact seniors)
except aisyah,
she faced the other side (back) while singing.
okay, i expect that the mak cik guard wiil not let us go,
but yeah, she did let us go.
then we went to the hall.
we have to dance!
eishatur was our choreographer for like 5 min. only..
hahaha,
then we dance on our own style.
hahaha,its quite fun.
then, the last place,
fear factor in tennis court.
firstly, two of us have to eat sardine+wasabi..
aisyah and me did it.
i felt like i wanted to vomit then i ate the mentos that i have.
then, one of us have to dig the tanah + worms.
we have to find yellow legos that were 20 of them.
i only got 12.(ili from 3g got 16)
the last challenge is,
two of us have to find 10 white legos,
in a bowl that have egg+flour+water+jelly+sardine
ewwkkk!!!
and actually,
azmina has to find 5
and eishatur has to find 5
but then the interacts misput the white legos so,
eishatur finished it all.
she was so damn cool!
she was so calm and relax.
not like other girls,
they were all crying or moaning.
then, eishatur also got the chance to ask,
is there more?
ahhahaha...
so azmina doesnt need to do that.
yup, because she had badly injured.
she fell two times and bleeding.
pity her.
then our last task is,
to find Lydia Miller
then tell her we finished.
yup we're the third group that finished.
huh,
i love 3 hormat.
u guys really did a good job.
p/s- i lost my shoelace.*sob-sob

bye

2010-02-04T21:39:00.000-08:00

On last december,
one man,
that i love so much,
my grandpa.
he's the greatest man ever(yup)
and he's the best.
maybe because i am more close to him
then my other grandpa.
i know, he's a great man
because everybody were sad when he had gone.
i cried when i visited him in the hospital.
and two things i am totally regret were,
i didn't kiss him when my mom asked me to,
i was so scared for something im not sure.
i also didnt get the chance to tell him,
i love him and he's the best grandpa.
that is why i hate my own self sometimes.
when the part he was 'nazak' evrybody,EVERYBODY,
were there, watching him, recite yassin, and so on.
i sat with my cousins and all we can do was,
watched,for the last time.
on his last breathe,
we all cried.
even the guys(cousin),
Abg Luqman, Ameer, Nizam and many more.
the most sad thing was to see,
Abg Ifah cried.
he just got back from US,
and didnt get the chance to celebrate Hari Raya with garndpa.
he cried the most.
pity him.
i still not yet go to my grandpa's grave
and i dont know why.
just want thing for sure,
i'll always remember him as the best grandpa ever.
I LOVE U, GRANDPA.

joHoR

2009-12-20T00:56:00.000-08:00

i went to Johor since last thursdy
and on monday,
i'm going to Seremban,
on friday,
i'm going to Muar.
wat a long holiday that made me half bored..
i think..
i'm stiil in Johor when i typed this,
but i dnt knw..
i bought a book..
a storyook..
and it made me pissed off evnthgh
i'm so eager to read it..
coz,
it's the last series
of the book.
i didn't buy
the first, second, and third book.
and sudnly..
i bought fourth..
ergh..
wat a bookstore shop..
it's owned by Popular but its name
HARRIS bookstore..
it's big but hopless..
and the thg that pissed me off more..
i was at the counter
waitng impatiently(in a hurry coz my dad was mad)
n the person in frnt of me were two girls
arnd 7-8
after they paid.
they frgt to take the receipt n balance..
at frst the cashier called them
n then i thgt he just gonna frgt abt it..
bt then
he chased them!!!
n my dad call.
he aske dme to come to him now,
NOW!
and i was relly mad..
i waited for th guy to cme bck.
When he came bck,
he laughed.
Laughed?!
he shwed me the girls balance,
and it was
5 cents!!!
urgh!
and i hve to rush upstairs n ran to the jusco
that was located at the other end..
so it's lke,
frm north to south..
huh..
stupid..

grr..

2009-12-18T00:10:00.000-08:00

why is it guy has such a bad temper?
urgh..
annoying, irritating and so on!
that's why i hate guys nowadays..
is there any guy out there that is
not as i expected..
i wish..
but,
hope, wish are sometimes useless..
urgh..
i hate it.
i always told my mom that ill
get my Phd first,
then ill start to think abt married.
i know it sounds weird,
for me to think about that now..
but sometimes,
you have to think about your future..
no depending on guy!
Never!

long break

2009-12-17T20:52:00.000-08:00

i miss school
suddenly
i don't know whther i miss school
or is it actually
my friends
i still cant believe i got 3h,
and i really pissed of
when i got 3g,
but nthng else would be better
coz, my nemesis(heheh)
same class with me.
and tinie, and i forgot..
oh, aqila lidiya,
no!!!!
it would be a DOOM for me..
DOOM!!!!!!!!
so,
i have to work hard to blend in
with all the smarties pants?
do i?
no matter what,
i have to score in my PMR!
no more formative marks!
no more 80%
no more!!
next year,(3 weeks or 2 weeks from now)
i want to join track and field,(rejam lembing)
present school
and i'm not joking.
no MSSS (if i got) for softball
and last year for handball.
huhuh
i have to stop all the sports right after April fool!
that's my mom's rule..
is it?
my dad's really pissed off with me since
i disobeyed his rule that day( i thought he was just joking)
huh,
the effect?
i cant stayback,(is it working)
and i cant go to the camp( that had passed a week ago)
huhuhuhu...
pity me..

urgh!!!hahha,huhuhu

2009-12-09T05:39:00.000-08:00

on last saturday,
night,
my aunts,mom, dad and i went to Sunway Pyramid.
we went shopping.
i saw MPH there,
and asked my dad to go there.
My dad disagreed and said that it's late already.
i sulked for the whole day.
then my mom, asked me,
to choose any shoe that i want.
the big matter is.
she asked me to choose HIGH HEEL!
urgh..
i'm so pissed off that day and i didn't buy anything at all.
(even the HIGH HEEL)
on our way home,
my dad tried to be nice with me,
"wheres the MPH?" he asked.
i told him it's closed already and i continued sulking.
okay, the next day.(SUNDAY)
we went to One Utama, still with my aunt, my parents.
i asked my dad, to go there,
but then he said he forgot to bring his wallet!
i was so excited before.
then, my dad asked me to borrow my mom's money,
but my mom on the other hand, said.
"You have to buy ur HIGH HEEL first."
i agreed.
we spent like two hours to find the right shoe for me, my mom and my aunt.
my dad on the other hand, walked around for no reason.
oh, he wanted to buy a shoe, but, no size. he was sad.o_O
then, after finished choosing my shoe,
i asked my mom for money but my mom said
she gave it to my dad already.
i asked my dad but he scolded me,
"it's late already, we have to go now."
i sulked. AGAIN.
all the way to carpark,
my mom and my dad discussed something,
maybe how to 'pujuk' me.
then my mom said.
"we'll go here again, with ur sis and brother, this weekend. we'll go to MPH."
i felt very hard to smile.
i just looked emotionless,
Then, the next day,
my parents and my aunt,
went to Mid Valley.
(i know it sounds weird, but for ur info, they all love shopping,especially my aunt)
i didn't follow,coz i didn't know abt it.
then my dad called.
"What book you want?" he asked.
i was shocked and asked.
"Where are you?"
he answered.
"Mid Valley."
i was mad.
"What? why u didn't bring me along?"
my dad ignored the question.
"i want to choose it by myself in One Utama MPH only."
then he hung up.
while playing PS2,
i remembered something and i called my dad.
"Buy me, Vampire's assistant by Darren Shan."
My dad agreed.
then he called.
"What is it again?"
"Vampire's assistant by Darrean Shan. D.A.R.R.E.N S.H.A.N"
then he hung up.
he bought the book but i still said.
"WE're going to MPH this weekend right coz u still owe me three books."
My dad just nodded.
the book, i finished it in three days and i just know,
THE BOOK WAS same as twilight.
it has three books more to read.
Luckily, i have the third book,accidently.
hahah..
i have to buy the second and fourth.
i cant wait for the movie to come out.
the story is totally different from twilight!
its something fresh.
huh..
(My cousin, was just beside me, for the whole time i typed this. he's irritated me, but he also helping me along.) Derh....

hahahha

2009-12-09T05:32:00.000-08:00

it was a really hot day.
my aunt just finished making her currypuff,
and yeah,
after that she cooked it.
i saw an empty currypuff and asked.
"Why there's no essence?"
she answered.
"its for your sister."
i laughed.
When its done,
i took my sister's empty currypuff and ate it.
My sister, Maira, she was mad and rushed to my aunt.
"Makcik, along amek karipap adik yg takde panty!"
i looked at her, shocked.
My aunt also.
"Aper tu?" my aunt asked.
"Karipap adik, yang takde panty tu..."she said.
i laughed.
"Oh, ur currypuff yg x der inti?" i asked.
"Hah." maira agreed.
my aunt laughed.
then maira scolded both of us.
"Takyahlah gelak! mane ade adik wat lawak!" then she went away.
hhahahaha,panty to inti?

mystery..

2009-12-09T05:21:00.000-08:00

it happened two years ago,
i was in my kampung, Segamat, Johor.
Okay..
it was a boring day,
i was lying on a sofa and my brother, Raziq,
was sitting on a lazy chair beside me.
we were looking(not watching!)at the tv,
i was lazily watched the tv until,
my grandma's maid asked me something weird.
"do you know them?"
i looked at her and asked.
"who are them?"
and she asnwered.
"They were entering the house and drank the mineral water."
my brother said.
"Oh, the woman with a baby and a small kid with her?"
i looked at my brother,confused.
"You didn't realize?" he asked.
i looked dumb. suddenly.
"i saw them outside the house and went inside the house, i didn't say anything, coz i thought they were grandma's neighbor."
"What?" i asked.
my brother looked at me and said.
"i think if the house was on fire, you didn't realize that also."
i felt dumb and weird.
weird....is it true? who are they?
hmm...

yesterday?

2009-10-29T23:25:00.000-07:00

ok,
yesterday,
we had a football match againts Mount Kiara..
they are so tough!
i mean freaking tough..
oh,'n somethg happen that shouldnt be happen
our striker cried,
coz our coach said somethg that was so cruel..
i told her to let it go,or ignore it,
coz ususally...
people,mad,always like that..
oh,
and i was really-really sucks yestrday..
]haha
evrytme when theres a match..
for the 1st half..
i'll be blurr n not ready,,
when the 2nd half,
i am so freaking active(i thnk so)
hahahha
it call 'engine lambat panas'
hahahah
the mount kiara's are really nice..
they're friendly..
and melissa got an award..
'the best player today'
i admit it,
she's good in evrey position..
without her,
i think the mount kiara'll beat as teruk-teruk..
oklah..
until now onnly..
got to go
p/s-cant wait to wear my brother's new boot on monday..hahah

der..

2009-10-17T09:21:00.000-07:00

have alot to tell..
but..
xm now..
lter on la..
haish...

funny..

2009-08-19T04:12:00.000-07:00

today,
a lot of things happen..
hahah
in the morning..
i'm in a bad mood(actly prtndg)
then,
when after recess,
lidiya did somthg that evryone thgs smthg..
arghh..
disgstng..
sam saw it..
and she went and tell her frens..(widad n nihya)
hahhaha
i just knew that widad also was fcng the sme thg as mne..
ergh..
she said,
dnt get to near wth the people who likes to touch
someone's......
n all i cn do is laughng..
sam cant stop talking..
i was thnkg,
how her husband could handle her..
hahah
n,
the weird thg..
hanna said,
my voice is sexy..
is it?
its weird..
n i told elynna abt it..
then elynna said..
"so ur brther voice also sexylah.."
omg..
then i replied
"of crse(laughng),we had the sme voice rgt?oh,u
wanna be my sis in law?i dnt mind..hahahha"
..
oh2
nvr mnd..
heeheheh

EXAM!

2009-08-01T06:30:00.000-07:00

omg!
x is cmg!
i dint stdy yeT
Sej!geo!Sce!agama!kh!
oh no!
i'm tired..
(otak dah saturated)
a lot of things to think!
urgh!
damn!
why is it so hard for me to fall sick?
(i am bersyukur keyh..)
oklah..
tht's mean i am a STRONG person!!
huhuhuhu

for 2 Cekapians..

2009-07-29T17:51:00.000-07:00

this is a quiz(i dnt think so..)
never mind just answer it..

ok,guess what teacher..

*ok,girls,go to page 94,am i too fast?
*ok,menutup aurat bermaksud.....dulu masa zaman ustazah kan...
*ok,girls,get into group and i want u to read 5.1 and 5.2 and i want you to present after this..
*Ayat kamu mestilah ada kesinambungan,klimaks,penutup,dan banyak lagi,bagi karangan kamu nampak menarik sikitlah..
*ok,girls,i want u to listen carefully and i dont want any problem after this..
*Class,cikgu nak bagi kamu faham dengan cara senang,kekadang,soalan-soalan macam ni suke trick kamu..
*If ur not feeling well,dont go to school,even if u hve fever!
*ok,class,dngar sni..banting..hah,tengk,dh bocor soalan..
*class,lari satu round pastu warm up..baru kter stat..
*ok,kreatif tu maksudnya...ezample..kamu nak jual sesuatu,contohnya berus gig..haha,saya suke sangat pasal berus gigi ni..
*Widad!Sam!karang cikgu gam mulut kamu tu karng..bercakap je..dua org ni..
*Class,sya x nak kamu msk internet..skarang wat powerpoint kamu,nxt wek,wat presentation..
*ok,buat kerja masing-masing x nak bising-bising sangat tau girls..

p/s-the next post nt,psl 2 cekapians lak..heheheh

gerr...

2009-07-15T18:00:00.000-07:00

omg!
tmrw is my birthday!
i cnt wait for the presents!
hehehhe
my dad went to Perak,
and i dnt know when he'll be home
to celebrate it wth me..
huh
tmrw also will be
one of the memorial day to me!
coz tmrw..
yllw hse n red hse are going to battle
(footbal,not war!)
oo..
p-kah told me alot of times that if yllw hse win,
i wmt get my prsnt!
she also 'berkmplot' wth tinie,zazi
and i dnt knw who else
i alredy knw wat my prsnt wld be..(frn smne)
and i cnt wait for it!
hahah
ok...
talk about ystrdy..
it was wednesdy..
there was Anugerah Hijau..
and i'm shaking like hell!
but unfrtntly
i dont have to xplain..
i was the phtgrphr
hahha
piti to Tinie..
she talked alot..
she hve to prsnt the sldeshw..
she hve to brifly xplain at the booth!
pity,..
so sorry Tinie..
aftr that..
i went to class..
(not coz i'm so 'rajin')
but i wnated to eat!
in kh class.
we cooked!
spaghetti and brownies!
it were so delicious!
Sarah and Balqis are a totally a good cook..
all my frinds said so..
ok..
today...
i'm kind a not in the mood
(as always,ithink)
but,
what to do..
the class are getting lazy and lazier!
especilly winny!
huh
so stubborn..
gosh!
i nevr thought ajk kebrshn job wll be so tough
ok..
that's all for now i thnk..
gtg..
bye..

derh...lol

2009-07-13T21:42:00.000-07:00

today,
i'm so tired..
have to do alot of things
yeah..
after this..
bola baling!
hope my team win..
nearly..
3 weeks,
i have to stayback
and it's like i don't have
a HOME to stay!
hahah
as Winny said..
today,
i got to know the person that hates me..
and i'm not syre enough..
some of the people are hypocrites!
i just stick with my mom's words
"just be yourself,ignored the people that talk bad about you"
yup...

Penat

2009-07-11T05:02:00.000-07:00

next week
hari judgement for pencinta alam!
next week
ader
bola baling,bola sepak,n hari koko
huh
penat!
rse cm nk pth tlg blakang
x tau naper
x taulah nper
shiro serg yg sng annoyed
wth smthg
so hard to explin
n skang ni otak serabut
ade 4 perkara yg shiro seng annoyed
1-bler tnyer soalan bodoh
2-bler dier serious,org tu x serious
3-bler dier teringt mslh dier n org tu g kcau dier
4-bler dier kna wat kejer yg x ptt dier wat
n lastly
lper lak
kna shout dlm klas..
omg!
so lazy..
diorg cm nk tngu shiro abes suara je..
dhlh kat klas kna shout
kt padang pn kna..
haiyoo..
kalo ader bnder yg bleh refil suara x pelh gak..
penh skali
slalu sngt shout,
mlm tu nk ngaji
lnsg x der suara..
abs kna mrh..
haiyoo..
i love people who undrstnd me..
x tau nper
lg skt brthdy ku,
lg bnyk maslh
especily
adk ku
yg krh asm...
tulah mser kcik
x nk mkn asm...
dh bsr bru nk mkn..
haish..
smetmes..
kd 2c ku..
ssh sngt ntk difahami...
kjap a
kjap b
plik2
ergh!!

bored

2009-07-08T18:21:00.000-07:00

yeah!
biru kalah!
revenge!
we beat kuning!
i'm so happy!
we scred when penalty time..
thx to my fren..
izzy!
go!
our senior,
seri degn biru pn
coz penalty..
so,
we bls..
there's a girl,
yg budget gler..
i hate her!
serve her right,
dier kalah..
so,
kunung is going to the final!
againts merah!
cool!
on my birthday
17 july!
oh yeah!

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2009-07-06T04:44:00.000-07:00

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suci

2009-07-04T02:56:00.000-07:00

pada 3/7,
hari jumaat.
aku bertemu dgn seorg junior yg sungguh suci hatinya..
dier mengutip setiap tin yg ader di kantin..
dier x kesah aper org ckp..
prinsip dier..
save the world for a better future..
aku kagum dngnnya..
kalolah 100 org mcm tu..
aku rse,
dunia ni akan slmat..

yo..

2009-06-24T18:07:00.000-07:00

long time..
today,
i post this blog using my school computer..
i'm so tired..
i feel sick,
i think i hve fever..
i'm not in the mood
and evryone don't know what i feel..
yesterday's case...
i can't believe my mom didn't trust me,
i don't know why,
the statement
"ur mom is ur bst friend'"
didn't suit me at all..
i hate it..
i love my mom..
but sometimes what she did for me,
it's not what i like..
i know i should apreciate it..
but,
i felt like i don't have my own
space..
to do what i love,
to choose what i like..
i din't mean that she never
let me do what i love..
it's just that,
i felt somethng..
i felt lonely..
and dsperate for somthg
i don't even know what..
i felt like
my mom doesn't know much about me..
sometimes,
i felt like my mom doesn't
trust me..
hmm..
but she IS MY MOM
i should obey her..
i love my family..
yeah,sometimes
not all the thgs we want,
we can get it..
that's what it call
LIFE!

hehhehehe

2009-06-10T05:53:00.000-07:00

ader stu lawak ni..
i dnt knw if its funny or not..
ok
actly
dlm lirik umbrella,lgu rihanna tu
kan ader part yg rihanna nyanyi
you can stand under my umbrella,ella,ella,eh,eh,eh
kbenarannya..
sebenarnya rihanna ni pelat A,
pstu mser dier tgh brlatih nk sbut A dgn btol,
jay z ter record,
nk wat cmner,
trpksa lah diorang biarkan
ntk cover bnder tu,
diorang tlis kt lirik perkataan eh,eh,eh
padahal
a,a,a,a

hahaha
sorry for Rihanna's fans,
it's just a joke

don't know

2009-06-05T00:48:00.000-07:00

i confuse with my own
feeling,
if i mad at someone,
i'll totally mad!
but
this time,
i felt different,
yeah i mad at him,
i scold him,
but when he's gone,
i felt empty
and it's like i missed something..
but i am mad at him!
i'm so mad!
sometimes i felt like i hate him
but,
it's not totally his fault..
when he's not here,
i miss him(maybe)
but when he's here,
i felt like annoyed,
and..
don't know..
what kind of feeling is that?
and i'm TOTALLY SURE
it's not LOVE!

holiday-holiday-holiday

2009-06-04T04:22:00.000-07:00

this time holiday is BORING!
i don't have any activity to do!
just,sleep,watch tv,play ps2 and sleep..
yeah,
but
there also
softball
oh no!
i'm getting dark again!
nonononononononononononono
my birthday is getting near now!
i cant wait!
dupdapdupdap...

i love..

2009-05-28T06:13:00.000-07:00

ilove Allah!
i love Rasul2!
i love my family,
i love my fwens..
and lastly
i love my enemy!
hahahah

(boring)

syukur..

2009-05-23T03:13:00.000-07:00

cute gler kot diorang mser kck..
skang..
no comment..
i thnk i'm one of the lucky child
cz i have many cousins yg bek and funny..
hahhahha..
evnthugh smetme ,
sker wat org sket ati..
x kesahlah dri belah mner..
smuanyer best...
sporting...
x tau nper tetiba rndu lak kmpg and family..

*the first pic is my cousin wth my sis..
he's a funny guy..
hahaha..

boring

2009-05-23T02:27:00.004-07:00

masalah btol kalo
tlis blog ngan phne..
slh tkn sket..
Hilang..
Ok,
Boring btollah,
Cti ni dhlh x g memana..
Blk kmpg or hangout,
Tuje..
Aku dhlh ske bca buku,
Tp x der bku pn nk dibaca,
Yg ader study lah..
Huh,
What to do..

malu..

2009-05-20T05:26:00.000-07:00

mser tu rse malu gler..
cz i cry and it was obvous my eyes red..
and the l18 boys nmpk
MALU gler..
ingatkn diorang x tau..
then mser dh nk blk..
smeone tnye
r u okay?
no!
then i asked michaelle..
she said yeah..
smua org nmpk..
no!!!!
malunyer!!
i hate myself!!!

EXAM!!

2009-05-20T04:38:00.000-07:00

huh,
exam
tired
i think my head is going to explode!!!
huhuhu
i can't imagine
when PMR,
when SPM!!!
no!!!
ok,
monday,
yeah the exam is kind a easy..
but my hand hurt....
agama and english paper 2..
huh..
tuesday,
yeah..
also tiring-
science 2,m3 2,and bm 2
huhu...
wednesday..
huh,
my friends birthday,IZZAH!!
(Happy Birthday!)
i dind't even open my m3 book!!!
and it's so hard!
my tuition teacher made the paper
yeah thanks to cik shiqin
she makes me realize that m3
is not as easy as i thought
english,
ok2,
but yeah
it still makes me feel hard..
and
SEJARAH
huh,
i don't know what to say,
it's not easy ands it's not hard..
mawar told me that i'm the earliest person
that finished the test
then,
azraa took (i mean borrow)
the paper and took it home..
tomorrow is thursday
and i have to take
4 tests
bm1,sce 1,psv and sivik
i think sce is going to be hard for me..
and friday!
the last day..
KH,pjk and GEO!
huh,
i really need to study hard for Kh
Pn.Izan said that
she took 3 days 3 nights to answer all the questions..
huh,
maybe i took
3 weeks..
hahahah
next week
school as usual
and HOLIDAY!!!
i can't wait for it
huhu
bye...

adus!!

2009-05-16T02:27:00.000-07:00

pada satu hari tu..
aku gi birthday party senior aku,
pastu,
muncul satu group,
geng aku senyum je..
group tu pun samalah,
tapi yang aku bengang..
attitude diorang..
mser tu diorang nak blah dah..
slipar diorang hilang..
(bkan HILANG!tapi terselitlah kt memana,)
pastu diorang cakap kat kitorang
yang diorang nak cari selipar KESAYANGAN diorang tu..
kitorang pun bagilah laluan,
tapi..
ada mulut satu minah tu,
dia cakap,
"hish,selipar aku yang MAHAL tu pun ada orang nak amek ke?"
aku ngan geng aku glak lah,
kitorang anggap benda tu lawak..
tp ader some of us,
ckp diorang budget..
pastu kitorang wat derk ar..
pastu lak,
shiro,
die bangun gi amek selipar dier..
dier ckp lah,
yg selipar dier tiga hengget je..
bli kat giant..
pastu geng aku glak r..
aku pn glak..
tp group tu ingat,
kitorang wat lawak...
(i mean PERLI)
pastu,
kitorang lalu kt group diorang,
nth aper diorang kutuk psl kitorang pn aku x tau..
mmg cam memekak lah kt stu..
kitorang wat derklah..
malas nak amek hati,
tapi diorang tu mcm nk crik gdh!
ade lah some of us tu bengang,
kutuk lah diorang..
akhir skali,
kwn aku pn gi kt diorang n selesaikan mslh..
tp,
mser tu shiro nk blk dah..
dier ckp kt aku yg ader sorang tu asek tnya psl dier..
kwn aku ckp psl bola baling..
aku pnyalah plik..
tp aku wat derk jer..
tp plik lah..
psl slipar je..
diorang nk crik gdh..
hish..
so
conclusionnnya,
jgn lah crk psl..
aper-aper lah...

2009-05-14T02:36:00.000-07:00

go u18,org komen,bju diorang nmpk mcm pyjama..eheehhe

hello...

2009-05-14T02:00:00.000-07:00

suddenly,
it feel boring..
when there's no softball...
huh...
i don't know what to do..
eventhough i have time to study,
it just feel the same..
i'm so lazy..
but what i really hope right now is..
to get number 1 in my mid year..
huhu..
holiday in two weeks..
don't know where to go
(my parents said)
but i think there MUST be
something going on...
i miss softball.
huhu..
foootball!!!
is coming!
huh...
i hope,
if there's a football inter-class..
my class will be the champion!
and this year,
yellow house is going to be number 1
in football...
huhuhuhu....

???????????

2009-05-12T06:14:00.000-07:00

imagine!

u had two friends,

i mean bestfriends..

and one day,

something happen,

and it force you to choose one of your bestfriends..

what would you do?

for me,

it's really hard to make a decision..

but when you think-think-think and think...

you will realize that one of your bestfriends can be a

BACKSTABBER!

urgh..

why?

urgh...

2009-05-12T05:59:00.000-07:00

back from KLANG!!
it was SO tiring!
but at least,
we all had fun..
and had a really bad game(performance)
we beat Petaling Perdana,
but Sabak Bernam n Kuala Selangor beat us..
and the weirdo is
Petaling Perdana beat them..
our score is-Petaling Perdana-13-12
Sabak Bernam-15-5
Kuala Selangor-13-12
oh..
so damn weirdo..
actually maybe because
we made a lot of mistakes
(especially me!)
but what to do..
their lucky maybe...
hahaha...
but right now,
the main thing is
i need to focus on my study!
huh..
i can do this!
the exam just next week..
i hope it still not too late...
yeah,
i still have time if i know how to manage my time
PROPERLY!

2009-05-09T08:34:00.000-07:00

minat gler this one..
kuat..
(heheh,pki ni dpt beat my cousins dlm game..)

2009-05-09T08:11:00.000-07:00

friend,
just like a diamond,
take good care of it..
and it wouldn't go missing..
friend,
we share our happiness,
and sadness together
there is no,
secrets between us,
friend,
when i need a shoulder to cry,
you are always there for me..
when i need a diary,
you are always there for me..
when i need a help,
you are always there for me..
you never-ever complain about it,
you are always there and ready for me,
friend,
misunderstanding happens,
but the truth is,
we have to understand more on each other,
and mostly trust each other,
friend,
is a hard thing to find,
it's easy to find a thousand of friends,
but not,
true friend,
friendship,
is more expensive than Ferrari cars,
Friendship,
it's the most valuable thing in the world,
you can find money whenever you want,
but,
not true friendship...

thinking..

2009-05-09T07:57:00.000-07:00

firstly,nk mintak maaf
kpd peminat2 Af..
bkan nak kutuk tau..
but..
actually..
does that AF thing bring any benefit to us?
on my opinion,
x..
n it some kind membazir ntk kter undi2..
but seriously,
its on my opinion...
but for u guys..
skatilah,

cter bru plak..

in my school..
diorang slalu kecoh..
"weh,aku bli phne bru"
"weh,bpk aku nk bg aku phne bruu"
but the thing is...
fungsi smua telefon sma je...
(except 4 intrnet tu)
btw,from wasting money beribu-ribu just 4 the phne..
bek wat derma..or,use it in a good way from wasting...
korang juga dah risk korang nyer life..
kpd sesiapa yg ska bergayut...
tlg krngkan..
cz..
ia bleh rskkan otak korang...
nk tau npe...
crklah sndiri..
hehe...wherever we go..
we brng our phne,ipod n whateverlah..
itu dpanggil zaman teknologi..
but actually,
prasan x..
org yg hidup tanpa teknologi,bleh idop lme..
but,
org skang ni,
bnyk plak penyakit yg dtg..
kte mmglah ptt bangga ,
dunia dah maju..
but look at the dark side..or the bad effects..
ish....subhanallah..
i'm not saying that i'm out of season..
i pun ikut zaman..
i pun mcm u guys..
but smetme we need to peka...
abt thng that happen..
oklah..tu je...

2009-05-09T07:52:00.000-07:00

tomorrow!!
the day had come!
pegi Klang!!
this year msk 2nd year aku msk msss sofbol..
rse bangga plak..
tp x ptt..
last year bkanlah thn yg best..
bnyk crisis..
ish..
tkt plak..
first game..
dgn petaling perdana..
one of the most softball team
yg terkuat..
hish..
menggigil..
tp..
if we have the spirit to win..
we can do it..
wish me luck!
GO PETALING UTAMA!

soul

2009-05-07T05:51:00.000-07:00

i was walking by the sea,
and i saw something shiny,
i found that it was a piece of heart,
whose heart is this?
and suddenly it's raining,
i saw a girl was standing on a rock facing the sea,
she was so beautiful,
bur,
she was crying,
i ask her,
what is she doing there,
she told me she lost something,
i ask her what,
and she said a piece of her heart,
i showed her the piece of her that i found,
and suddenly,
it stop raining,
when i looked back at the rock,
she's gone!
and i heard a voice said
"thank you"

(sorry,coz a lot of error)

huhu...

2009-05-07T05:42:00.000-07:00

Satu hari aku pulang ke kampung,
aku ternampak suatu kemalangan,
yang peliknya,
ia antara motor dan lori..
aku pun punyalah pelik sebab orang lori tu
punyalah teruk injured
tapi orang motor tu biasa je..
pelik-pelik.....
what happened actually?